Heavy on the heart and soul.
Fortunately, my career has been a great distraction to the flames around me. Being a friend to others, being a listener, seeing someone smile, and to brighten one's day, without a doubt, lightens your own burdens and takes away from the hardships we face. We become humble. Our focus tends to change. How can I help this person? This feels good. Real good. Yes. Let's keep doing this. That's the real beauty of life. I am immensely blessed and so incredibly grateful for the position I have. Without it, my world would crumble in it's entirety.
Life outside the hours of the stylist: I've had to re-learn, re-teach and re-mind myself how to be and to instinctively be the light. What used to be my natural habitat, became foreign to me. Avoiding it for quite some time, I now face that I have become resentful toward my own being. I have become full of an unhealthy amount of wrath for ever allowing anything take me from me. Waking up, going through the motions, pressing the buttons I had to, just to fool them all. To pretend I hadn't changed. To pretend I was ok. Pretending is exhausting.
There is an up and up to the circumstance. I'm altering my days. I'm learning how to shine again. I'm remembering how much I love the smell of Earth, the touch of waves, the taste of berries, the sight of the stars, how much I love the sound of laughter and even more so, the feeling of being fully alive. How I love the world and the people in it. How I saw the good in it all. How simplicity was the beauty of my world. I'm heading in the sky's direction. I intend to keep going.
The secret: you can't ever stop going. You can't ever stop feeding your soul with the goods. There is always room for more.
You're never so lost that your angels can't find you.
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